Last Day of YEAR 2008!

it's only about two plus more hours till Year 2009.
How did you spend your last day of Year 2008?
For me, I started it off with chatting w my boyfriend over the phone.
and we were reflecting on Year 2008..
Then we spent the whole day tgr.
Did NewYear shopping for his household.
then we went for Korean food as our NewYearEve dinner.
YumYum. I'm really growing fat!! :((
BOYFRIEND!!thanks for making the last day of Year 2008 so happy for me! :))
I LOVE YOU!! ^^

Reflecting on Year 2008 ...

What was your happiest moment in Year 2008?
For me, it was the day when we got to sing "What a Wonderful World" together with him playing the keyboard and the finale on the same day where he did a perfect solo!
:))

What was your saddest moment in Year 2008?
(ah! I know this is a SAD question but I just felt like asking mah!)
We both agreed that it was definitely the big quarrel that we had.
haha. but I'm totally thankful that we made it through THAT. :))

Ah. I am not going to list all the questions out lah.
Just these two; Cause I liked these two alot.
In Year 2008, I feel that, in a way that I've been forced to grow up far too fast for my own liking.
My mum's diagnosis and the whole process of it, opened up my eyes to life itself.
It was tough; the love and support that I get from my friends, my boyfriend and his family really helped me through.
and I must say, that was really something that strengthens my faith in Him as I also get through it with His help.
In Year 2008, great memories have been created for me.
and in Year 2008, my relationship with Jer was really put to the tests; and I thank God that we made it through.
I guess I am really going to miss Year 2008;
but even more, I look forward to a great and better year in Year 2009 :))

GOODBYE 2008! We'll miss you! :))

HELLO 2009!! MAKE ALL OF US HAPPIER!! :DD

and before I go off, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ^^

happy 3 years PHOTO

Boyfriend was saying that I didn't upload the photos we took on our 3rd anniversary.
and so, I'm going to put up one of my favourites :))

I LOVE YOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! ^^

:))

Finally back.
Don't know what/how to feel about being back at home.
Quite mixed feelings, I supposed?

okayy, I'm just going to update the more important happenings for the past week.

1. ME AND JER ARE FINALLY THREE!!
three years seems quite long but don't exactly feel that way.
thankyou for standing by me for so long.
and thankyou for staying strong in faith in us through all the trials and real difficult times.
THANKYOU BOYFRIEND! :))
(let's forget all the unhappy things and move on with our happy memories to a brand new year!)

2. PRF Gathering - I missed you girls so much that I can brave the stupid jams to meet up!
oh wells. I'm so glad that we still get to meet despite our different schedules!
I really enjoyed myself even though our time spent tgr was really short.
(LIYI! I hope you're feeling better!!)
NXT YEAR XMAS GATHERING! - partners compulsory! and everyone will be warned to stay in good health !! :))
Will think of something for the males to wear whilst we wear our reindeer hairbands :D
*evil grin*

3. A whole week spent with Boyfriend was fabulous.
I really enjoyed myself :))
Was damn reluctant to come home can!
:((
thanks for tolerating me for a whole week.
and STOP SPOILING ME w yummielicious food!
I'm growing SUPER FAT already:((
RAWRRRRRRR!!

4. Christmas wasn't as happening as last year.
but i enjoyed myself and the transquility and peace of it.
thanks for your company BOYFRIEND!! :D

those are pretty much all the more important things.
oh ya. thanks to those who sent me their well wishes :))
HAVE A HAPPY AND BLESSED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! :))

CandleLight Service :))

okayy. I'm here to blog before I disappear for a long long time again.

Today, went for candlelight service at CHC with boyfriend and Flor.
It's an amazing feeling for me!
Three years ago, I stood at the very same service(though @ a different location) with the very same people, as a non-believer.
Three years later, I stand at the very same service with the same people, as a transformed person because I believe :)
ah wells. Can't exactly describe my feelings very well.
but! I am very happy that I get to attend such a special service with two of my most favourite and important people in my life :))
THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!
THANK YOU FLORENCE SIEWYUMIN! ^^
I thank God for putting the both of you into my life :)
and I thank Him for the joys and supports that the both of you never fail to give :))
THANK YOU!!!!! *hugs*

:))

THIS IS my FAVOURITE!! ^^

pwettypwetty ChristmasTree :)) *happy!*

we love our new shades! :D

this is MY FAV photo of the lot ^^
('Cause I think my Jer looks so CUTE!:D)

Paiseh that I haven't been blogging.
Was away on a GREAT trip with my BOYFRIEND and his family.
:))
Time always flies when I'm with Jer lorhs.
but nevertheless, great and happy memories were created :))
I SO LOVE BEING WITH YOU JER! ^^

NINE MORE DAYS! *wheeeeeeeeee*

:))

I guess my recovery can be considered very speedy for someone with a BIG ego like me.
:))
YAY!

I had a great time yesterday.
Went to watch TRANSPORTER 3 and BOLT with JERJER!!
Transporter3 is GREAT! even though I didnt watch the first two.
it's a brilliant show and it's a MUSTWATCH :)
BOLT was FABULOUS!
I think if anyone misses it, they definitely have something to lose!
it's OH SO CUTE! and totally nice!
It's a MUST-WATCH!!
I SO LOVE RHINO the Hammie! :D

and! I dragged my Boyfriend to the BookFair.
I think I'm the only person around who is more excited about bookfairs than shopping sales.
rawrrrrrr. but i don't care!
BLEAHS :P

first time in my entire life i feel like a complete failure.

Yesterday(plus Today) has/have been the first time in my entire life,
that I feel like a complete failure.
Now, confirmed have to repeat two modules.
horrible shit.
Stil got Commercial Law to confirm.
*prays hard* will update about it later.

but ah wells.
I'm quite fine.
(Just don't know how bad my Dad is going to react to all these)
but I'm okayy lahs.
It's a perfectly natural thing to feel sad that I'm confirmed to be delaying behind by two modules right?
(PLUS! I want to get married at a young age de! Now I'm delayed! RAWRRRRRR! hehs.)

but I feel fine now.
thanks to alot of people.

A big THANK YOU to my BOYFRIEND.
I'm still kind of apologetic towards him.
'Cause instead of me comforting him,
I had to be comforted when I broke down completely.
(SEE LA! I told you I don't want to check earlier ler lo!)
but thanks for being there for me.
really. THANKYOU JER! :))

A big THANK YOU to FLOR.
I think I kind of got you worried when I did my crying over the phone.
LOLS.
not the first time right?
:P
thanks for trying to cheer me up :))
*hugs*

A big THANK YOU to the girls + Anu!
I felt happy being able to meet them.
As in genuinely happy and enjoying myself yesterday despite the bad news.
YAY! we're meeting up again.

A big THANKYOU to KHAIBOON aka FEIFEI.
He helped me re-focus my thoughts totally.
He reminded me that I have alot of other things to be happy about.
and indeed.
I should be happier about my mummy getting better.
and I should be happy that I have lots of true friends who really cares.
and I should be even happier that my relationship with Jer is reaching THREE years already.
:))

A big THANKYOU to two of my UNI FRENS, MARK n SAMUEL KOH.
thanks Mark for offering to do breakfast w me so as to cheer me up and snap me out of my totally down state.
and thanks to samuel koh for calling up immediately to comfort me the moment he knew I didnt do well.

let me see ah.
I have two BIG reasons (hopefully not 3) to be sad about.
But I have so many MANY reasons to be happy about.
limjiaxin, you shouldn't stay sad.
Cheer up.

boring tuesday.

it's boring tuesday for me today.
No one is at home.
Was supposed to go over to help out with Boyfriend.
but Gotta stay home.
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :(

Oh wells, I think I kind of miss my sister already.
Lucky her, the weather in Singapore is so sucky.
I wana go to a COLD country for holidays too!
RAWR!
Hope she has fun.
BOYFRIEND!! OUR TURN NEXT YEAR!!!:D

:))

I had a GREAT and HAPPY date w my dearest Jer yesterday.
haha. BOYFRIEND!! $120 OH! :P
*inside joke*

anyways, boyfriend got me addicted to HongKong Drama Serials.
Am now hooked on Forensic Heroes II.
:DD

happy 35th monthsary :))

Happy 35th Monthsary, my love:))
I love you, Jer ^^

emotional me

I have had GREAT fun yesterday.
With BOYFRIEND, Flor and Anu.
:))
Details maybe on Flor's blog when she feels like updating bahs.
:D

but today feels like a BLUE saturday.
some things come and go within a blink of eye.
some things, you just lose them forever... ...

I need a holiday.
Just me and the nature.

:))

wellwells. FIRST! CONGRATS to FLOR for surviving the dreadful exams MONSTERS! ^^

okayy. Here's my update :)

Monday: East Coast with my darling YVONNE PEH AH BON.
talked about so much things; definitely everything under the sun.
Even though it was drizzling, but it didn't dampen our mood for one bit lorhs :D
we're happy people!! ^^
Ate cup noodles (cause I really missed eating cuppy noodles!), Drank my fav RIBENA, ate lots of titbits, ate icecream.. and dinner was, urms.. not so nice duck noodles in Toapayoh.
oh wells. it was a great fun-filled day!!

Tuesday: Spent w the boyfriend.
was unhappy about something.
thus was very moody.
sorry boyfriend; but I hope you understand.

Wednesday: Meetup with my darling FLORENCE SIEWYUMIN!!
went Macs to slack and plan for stuffs.
then went window shopping!
So fun can!
and i think i freaked Flor out with my crazy ideas for Christmas.
LOL.
anyways, I had GREAT FUN!
nxt time I wana eat the MEGA MAC SPICY!
HOHOHO! ^^

Christmas is coming...
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow......

fantastic DAY

it's been a fantastic day :)
as in today!!
haha. Boyfriend was oh so sweet to wanna spend time with me;
JUST THE TWO OF US.
cause I reallyreally missed that mahs.
Yups. I am really really happy cause he made the effort to.
*HUGS*
but BOYFRIEND!! we forgot to have DESSERT!! :((

I AM SO SO SO HAPPY^^

holidays:))

hmmmm. oh wells. I'll be having a product training at AMK later on.
Don't know what to expect.
besides, I'm technologically challenged to a great extent.
so I'm hoping that I won't be too blur lo.

Been so long since I last watched a movie w Jer.
I wanna watch Madagascar2 and Quantum of Solace!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. I want! I WANT!! ^^

exams ended.

ahh. finally exams ended.
but actually I wasn't feeling happy de.
cause my MAB paper felt like a disaster.
okayy, it felt worse than a disaster.
I was so stressed that I cldnt sleep well and I wasn' 100 percent sure about what I was doing.
okok. I know I shouldn't be worrying at all.
I am trying not to TOO.
rawr.

went to eat Pizza with Von and Liyi.
Had a great chat and the pizza was good.
and the chicken wings are fabulous!!
haha. then Clement came.
then kept crapping and all.
and so, I cheered up quite abit.

I feel really worn out.
I guess I need a good rest.
I guess I need a good break from everything.
from worrying about my papers and from worrying about people I care for.
Limjiaxin, stop worrying.
and to think my favourite quote is, "WORRY IS INTEREST PAID BEFORE TROUBLE COMES".
oh wells, I do need to be reminded from time to time :)

today is a mugging day.

today is a mugging day.
Last paper to go.
rawwwwwwwr!! MAB.
I am going to practise and practise and PRACTISE.
I MUS PASSSSSSSSS.
rawwwwwr!!
hahaha.

yesterday did only abit of studying and realised that I really DONT KNOW alot of stuffs.
those real basic stuffs.
hah. I had a great time yesterday :))
and now, it's time to work hard. :))

ONE MORE DOWN, ONE MORE TO GO.

one more down, one more to go!
haha. Econs today was like o.o
SO many freaking diagrams to draw.
not that I think its difficult,
but cause I can't draw fast.
and it totally slowed me down LORHS.
stupid paper!
haha. one more freaking paper. and I'm off to HOLIDAYS ^^
wheeeeeeeeeee~

anyways. I'm freaking in the CHRISTMAS MOOD.
ask anyone who went shopping w me these days.
YAY! christmas is so coming.
there're pwetty pwetty christmas treessss at CWP!
Lots of Christmas music playing.
and Christmas items are EVERYWHERE.
Can you feel it?
ahhhhh. my next stop will be my haven of shopping.
IKEA!!
I've so much things i wanna buy LEH!!
HOHOHO!
WHEEEEEEEEEE...
I can't wait!! :))

for once, I really feel happy from the bottom of my heart.
for once, I didn't have to force myself to smile.
it came so naturally.
maybe, really.. all I want is mere simplicity in my life.
maybe, all I'm finding and needing, is simple joys :))

second post on a new day of a new month :)

it's ten pm already.
been slacking for the whole day.
didn't revise one bit.
ok. i should feel ashamed of myself.
opps.

Spent my day mopping around the room.
I feel like SINGLE today.
for my boyfriend is away busy enjoying with his beloved friends, whilst I'm having my freaking exams.
oh wells. Read "PS, I LOVE YOU".
it's totally touching.
Caused me to be completely teary-eyed till the very end.
I must be really EMOTIONAL today.
sighh. I really am touched by what the husband did for his wife.
*sniff sniff* they're such a great couple.

aha. so, my plan tml is, to revise economics.
don't ask me why i keep delaying it.
i don't have that much of an interest in economics.
but i will try to psycho myself into loving it just for these few days until i finish off the dumbdumb papers.
meetups w my favourite people after our freaking exams.
wheeeeeeeeeee~

a new MONTH! :)

yay! it's NOVEMBER 1st lers! :))
Christmas is coming soon!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

two killer papers down.
two more to go!
jiayou, limjiaxin! :))
Ysd, went to watch COFFIN w my JERJER.
Horrible shitty movie ok.
Seriously, me and my friends all thought it would turn out to be nice.
But, WAH LAO!
not even passable! NOT EVEN close.
It's a CANNOT-WATCH movie.
argh. Shld have watched MAX PAYNE instead.
*Pouts*

hmmm. Just got my turn at a new book.
WHEE!!
I'm gg to spend my time reading..
THEN I'll revise.
WAHAHAHA.

Because I love you.

Because I love you.
Remember that familiar line from the AllsWell Drink advertisement?
Some deemed it as really sweet.
Some sees it as horribly mushy.
but don't we at one point in time, say "I love you" to people we truly love?
Oh wells. It depends on how you view it, I suppose.

Often, we hear people say, "Oh my! Love's is really blind!"
Or, "You're definitely blinded by love!"

True enough, sometimes, people in love don't see situations as clearly as before, in some sense.
but, instead of saying that they are blinded by love,
why not think it as, they're actually choosing to only see what matters?
and to them, it's the someone they love who matters :)

Because you love someone, you sometimes do silly things.
Because you love, you become somewhat flexible with some of your strictest principles.
Because you love someone, you sometimes don't mind how the world looks at you.
Because you love, you sometimes go to the extremes to make your someone happy.
Because you love someone, you wouldn't mind making the sacrifices.
Because you love, you would kick your bad habits and vices.
Because you love someone, that's all it takes.

Okayy. I've got to continue my revision. BYE!
a note to myself: stop being judgmental, limjiaxin! and remember what you learnt today! :)

long time no blog

reallyreally long time no blog.
Got lots of bad wakeup calls.
JIALAT LA!
hahahaha. oh wells. Good thing also.
Will force myself to buck up.
IF NOT I AM SO SCREWED!! :((

nothing much to be said.

无言以对。 简单的四个字，清楚地表达了我的感触。

RAWRR!!

RAWRR!!
today, I just made myself a victim of CUTE things.
they're so cute that I can't help myself.
oh dear..
RAWRR!!

happy for once.

I am happy for once,
after such a long long time :))

I am tired
Full stop.

Hari Raya.

it's a Wednesday.
and it's so amazing that I'm actually at home.
oh wells. I'm trying to be a good girl today :))

Watched Mamma Mia with JER finally.
whee.. it's great! ^^
and I'm so glad that I watched it w my boyfriend :))

and since, I don't have anything to blog about today; I shall continue w my FYIs List :)

19. I don't like last-min arrangements but at the same time, I may be flexible depending on my mood :D

20. Even though I lack the talent in Arts, I love to attend musicals, dance performance, singing coms, etcetc. :)

21. I've yet come to know my talents. So, at the moment, I'm talent-less :/

22. I don't prefer leafy vegetables; but I still DO eat them :)

23. I normally try not to take too much food that is high in carbo.

24. I prefer homecooked meals than eating out :)

25. I always wish I've more freedom :)

BORED. I feel sleepy at the current time of 3.58pm.
:(

MORE FYI

and so, I'm bored again.
I have had a great day today!
Made new specs! :D
HOHOHO!
It's a busy week!
FLOR's bday on Thursday.
Steamboat w the Bestfriend on friday.
busybusybusy!! :))

and now, here's MORE FYIs about yours Truly.

11. I keep a diary. and I used to write every single detail that happened in my life; you'll be amazed at how detailed I can get. But now, abit slack in writing lers :/

12. I dislike monologue-ing. it's like so not fun!

13. I can't touch alcohol at all. HEHS.

14. I don't do shopping until I need something really badly.

15. I make my boyfriend do the most ridiculous things sometimes :P

16. Sometimes, when I'm thinking, I would accidentally say aloud my thoughts and won't realise it until someone tells me. It's totally embarrassing!! :/

17. I've a special "talent". I can differentiate cigarette brands from the smell. haha.

18. I can't get to sleep at night until I talk to my boyfriend over the phone! :(

ok. I need to sleep lers.
BYE!

A list of random FYI

I'm feeling really random.
And so, here's a list of random FYIs about yours truly.

1. I sometimes sing aloud on the streets; and most of the time get so engrossed that I don't notice that people are listening :P

2. I don't like buying gifts; I prefer to DIY my own gifts :)

3. I love sleeping ALOT. If I'm not doing anything, I would choose to sleep.

4. I eat ALOT. (I think everyone knows that. Hehs)

5. I've a boyfriend whom I reallyreally love :))

6. I can cook! ok. simple dishes, that is.

7. I would love to have ALOT of children in the future! ^^

8. I would love to get married early :)) and plan my own ideal wedding :))

9. Flowers are not on my must-have list. but once in awhile can be rather sweet, of course!

10. I love receiving notes/cards written with love anytime!

okay. that's quite abit lers.
Next time I'll come up with more! ^^

Fully Recovered

I'm almost recovered! ^^
Thank God! :)
and thanks to my boyfriend's support, his mummy's, his daddy's and his godsister's prayers.

but the sad thing is, I LOST MY APPETITE! :(
*frowns*
wah lao. Hurry up come back lahs.
:((

horribly sick

I suspect that my immune system ran away on a vacation w/o me :(

random ramblings

Just wana do some random ramblings...

1. My throat feels awful. And I feel drowsy.
I think I need a GOOD GOOD rest to recover.

2. There is PROJECT MEETING TML.
and it's gg to be freaking LONG.
I think I might just end up falling asleep.
But I really do hope TML we will FINALLY wrap up and NOT add anything more lers.
somehow, I wish it would all end soon.

3. I think we should all pray for Malaysia.
as in, regarding the political unstability.
I don't really know much about the situation.
But still, we must pray that God will intervene and prevent any bad things from happening to anyone.

4. today i got my pay for the two weeks of hardwork.
I guess, I really don't feel much for money man.
Guess I'm really weird.
I'm not a greedy person!

5. I miss my boyfriend alot:(
I just pray that the situation in Malaysia will be fine so that I can go dating with my Boyfriend!! ^^

6. today, I suddenly have a craving for STEAMBOAT and SINGSONG :'(

alrights. I'm really exhausted lers.
Goodnights.

and I thank God for this wonderful day :)

abitbit emoooo

this is a backdated post; was gg to post it yesterday.

我的領悟：
有些内心話不用說出；有些情感無需行動的表達。

Been sometime since I blogged.
Been wanting to blog.
But I can't seem to find time.
Family issues really got me real burnt out.
But I'm back on track after a day of rest.
Things can't really get me down for too long.
I thank God for my speedy recovery all the time :)

Project is due nxt friday.
meaning almost no time to meet up with the boyfriend.
This, I apologise :)
Sorry Boyfriend!
But hopefully after next friday, everything will be back to normal.

Tomorrow will be spent at the hospital again.
Kinda dreading it.
One thing is that I hate long waiting hours.
The other, I dislike being there in the first place :'(
IT WILL BE THE LAST VISIT, I pray.

Just feel like using Chinese to continue my post.
Just some random stuffs.
No need to read on, if you don't feel like it.

有時候，生活忙碌得讓人喘不過氣，讓人感到身心疲憊。
有時候，人一旦適應了忙碌的頻率，往往就會忘了怎麽緩慢地呼吸。
請要懂得，要記得， 休息是爲了走更長遠的路。

happy happy girl :))

I am a happy happy girl today.
and I thank God for that ^^

hmmm.. Saturday was "pamper-myself day"
hahaha. Bought two new dresses, and three lovely books.
WHEE!!!!! ^^
and today was GREAT!
I don't feel typing the details; cause it will be very long and hard to understand.
but! I just know I am really happy today ^^

:)

it's been a great friday :)
Too bad, I can't go for Boyfriend's church overnight prayer meeting.
I've Law Class tml!! and! and econs test :'(
hahaha. Am studying now.
Tml will be a long and busy day.
jiayou limjiaxin^^

and so I learn..

and so, I learnt,

accident-prone

been pretty accident-prone recently.
Banged my big toe yesterday and it's slightly swollen today.
and today, I banged the bony front part of my leg,
and initially I tot it was just a serious depression.
but then I smelt blood and saw some blood coming out of a small wound.
gosh! what's happening to me!
argh.. shoooooooo accidents... SHOOOO!!

:)

it's the weekends again.
:))
I'm really happy.
but then again, mid-terms are next week.
sheesh. Must study hard!! :))

Buffet with the group was great!
Ate alot!! and quote of the day was: " I got mean to you meh?"

Borrowed a new book titled " You, Me and Him"
seems nice.
am not quite in the proper blogging mood.
SO i'm gg off.

reflections.

Feels kind of long since I last blogged.
Life's been... urms.. rather mundane, I guess.
Just wanna talk about really random stuffs today:

1. this year has been a year full of alot of trials and really difficult times, not only for me.
but for people close to me as well.
things don't happen without a reason.
and people don't angry over nothing.
From all these difficult times, I've learnt to be even more sensitive to the people around and to be rational in the most irrational situation.
God, I pray for the people going through difficult times that You guide them along and show them the right path to take.

2. okay. I've a complaint to make.
haha. I saw alot of GOLD-diggers around.
eeeeeeeeeeeww.. they can do it so openly and persistently for VERY LONG lo.
urgh. and some of them are even babes.
urgh. totally grossed out:(

3. I felt a great sense of achievement yesterday.
my littleboyboy did very well for his science exam.
and he was oh so cute when he displayed his shyness just as his mummy was telling me how shocked his teacher was at his tremendous improvement.
awww...
and the thing is, he's still think he could do better :))
oh man.. I'm so in love with kids :D

4. buffet tml! whee.. so exciting!
it's gg to be GREAT BONDING!! ^^

sometimes.. :)

当你照镜子时，你看到了什么？
有时候，会看到连自己都认不出的倒影。
有时候，会看到一个眼神带着悲伤的陌生人。
有时候，会看到一个不敢面对现实的懦弱者。
很庆幸的是，我已很久没遇见那个陌生人与懦弱者。

人生的曲折虽多，
但我坚信只要紧紧地把握着信念与希望，
哪怕希望多么的渺小，你还是会成为最终的胜利者。

boring sleepy friday

today's marketing test.
I am so SO SO sleepy today;
'cause I cldn't get to sleep at all last night :(
urms.. it wasn't that I was spending the time studying.
Just cldn't get to sleep properly.
it's a SAD thing :'(

and, I miss you :'(

boring wednesday.

today has been a boring wednesday.
but thank God. it's ending lers.
Had Law test today; which I think is rather passable :))
it's a good thing for me, since I didn't study much.

I had a fabulous weekend at Jer's Church.
Learnt alot and gained alot :))
Am really happy that Jer invited me :))
Watched a couple of movies w the boyfriend which I enjoyed very much.
and beef noodles was great! *loves*
I love you boyfriend ^^

but this week not meeting the Boyfriend,
for he'll be busy socialising w babes in KL.
not fair. and I still have a marketing test and class to go to.
and tomorrow I'll be stuck at the stupid hospital for God-knows-how-LONG.

suddenly I feel like singing... ...

Suki Sushi Buffet

this happens when my boyfriend gets too bored.
and again.
superduper JUMBO unagi sushi *beams*
me and the birthday gurl :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST YVONNE :)

letting the photos speak for themselves

Me and Boyfriend's First Concert together ^^

me and Flor :))

GREAT WEEKEND!! ^^

it's been a great weekend^^
FIR concert w Boyfriend, Flor and her other half was FUN!!
I really enjoyed myself :))
and pubbing at Walawala was fabulous too.
I really liked the band which was performing that day.
:))

National day didnt go anywhere.
Just stayed home w my family and JERJER to watch the NDP.
It was mild but I am really contented :)
I really enjoyed my time w my boyfriend.

Woke up very early today to cook brekkie for the family and esp for JER.
that's why I am darn tired now.
tuition was really draining today.
but I'm still a happy gurl 'cause I got to spend time w my most beloved :))
whee...

yay! sushi buffet w JER n the best friend, yvonne :))
wheeeeeee. so happy!!

rainydays are my favourite

I'm happy right now.
'Cause it's raining.
and I love rainy days as much as I love my boyfriend.
but that isn't exactly accurate to say.
I still love my boyfriend more than I love rainy days.
:))

Had several hours of productive group meeting.
Quite on track, I suppose.
Had econs test today.
not too bad, I think.
just praying that I'll do well :))

today's a fun day.
Had lots of fun crapping w my group members @ Pines and during our meeting.
we really lack sleep; that explains why we are SO HIGH throughout the day can!
I so love my grp members.
Can't wait for our celebrat-ory outing!

Went to Popular to buy a new notebook.
Decided to do something meaningful over the weekend w the BOYFRIEND.
yay! I can't wait to meet up w the BOYFRIEND and FLOR tml!
it's gg to be FUNFUNFUN! :)

law test nxt nxt week. oh man.
must revise over the weekend lers.
limjiaxin stop slacking laH! :'(

updating :))

SO LONG since I last updated.
ok. it seems really long to me LAH!
ok random updates below.

1. I've a marketing project at hand; alot to be done.. later I've to go to ShengSiong to do up some statistics about their goods.

2. I've an economic test tml! haha. and I haven't revise :S

3. I miss my boyfriend SO MUCH! haha. FOP with Jerjer was great. Weekends with him is the best!! I'm looking forward to FRIDAY!

4. Friday = FIR-DAY! :)) *winks*

5. saturday is national day! and yay! I get to spend the WHOLE day w my boyfriend!! :))

6. Had a great chat with AHBON yesterday. Missed her so much lah! Am gg to meet her next wednesday! woohoo! :))

7. Heard from someone about someone; here's my comment :
tsk. seriously lah. EVERYONE HAS A LIFE to lead too. YOU'RE BUSY; THEN OTHER PPL NOT BUSY MEH! COME ON LAH! GROW UP AND START USING YOUR BRAINS OK. DON'T BE A SPOILT PRINCESS WAITING FOR EVERYONE TO SERVE AND WAIT ON YOU. YES. YOU'RE ALLOWED TO HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE ASIDE FROM STUDYING. BUT THE THING IS, YOU NEED TO PRIORITIZE. OTHER PEOPLE ALSO HAVE JUST AS MUCH COMMITMENTS AS YOU DO. PLEASE LAH. START SPARING SOME THOUGHT FOR OTHERS.

8. I amazingly lost my LAW file. haha. SO SMART and I still haven't figure it out. hehs. Oh wells. I must learn to be more careful with my things ler lo.

9. Esther is coming back next weekend I think. but I won't be around. ESTHER TOH. you're to leave a day for me when I come back. I MISS YOU too! :'(

10. I'm quite done crapping here. Am gg out soon. hah. and suddenly I miss my boyfriend so much :(

randomness wednesday

Just some random thoughts at this random moment.

1. I've just completed my survey questions for mktg project, lost it somewhere in my laptop, and then retrieved it again. Phew!
2. I'm feeling sleepy right now; but I wana finish this post before going to zZzland.
3. I'm officially going on a diet tml! but high chances of me, not sticking to it. WAHAHAHA.
4. I'm on a small saving plan from next month onwards. Must be disciplined! :)
5. I seriously don't see the appeal of smoking and spewing vulgarities AT ALL. *makes gacking sounds*
6. I wana go singsong again soon.
7. I didn't really have a great day. but sometimes, I just make do with what I get :)
8. I realised that I really dislike people telling me "I don't know".
9. I'm no superwoman, but I try to live my life to the fullest. now all I want is to slowly fulfill all the little dreams I have for myself :)
10. I think it's time for me to go bed.. TML will be a busy day. GOSH! shld have taken my zenstone from my boyfriend.
Tml's gg to be so unbearable without my favourite music in my ears :'(

time flew past :(

time flew.
I thought I had SO much time to finish up my work.
but ended up, in moments' time, I've gotta rush out for my project meeting at 5pm.
GOSH!

finally had a good rest today.
a busy week ahead of me.
I hope I've the energy to breeze through the week.
and yay! FOP with boyfriend! :))
so happy!! :))

gotta go lers.
Project meeting soon.

GREAT WEEKEND! :))

this week has been busybusybusy.
but I can't rmb much of the details.
haha. the irony of it.
ah wells. all I can rmb is, that it's has been a great weekend! :)
An Awesome Weekend.
With boyfriend staying over for the whole weekend.
With a GOOD commercial law lecturer.
With Gene's Housewarming which is like a great reunion w good friends :))
This weekend has been the best since dunno how long ago :))
I'm really happy. totally.

boyfriend is LOVES

My boyfriend is LOVES! :)
I'm SO HAPPY today!
yesterday too!
but today, I'm extremely happy!
but REALLY tired too!
haha. but it's all worth it :)
*loves*
me can't wait for JER to stay over next weekend!
JER!! thanks for making me so HAPPY today :))

:)) I am so glad.

I'm so glad that you're the one I'm in love with :))
and I'm really happy being with you.
this year had been full of "crisis" for us.
and maybe more are coming.
but we'll get through it all :)
And the thing is, we might not get that much time together when you leave for Aust next year.
So, let's just not think about anything else, and just enjoy each other's company till then :)
I love you :)

YAYNESS!

today's been a tiring day.
I SO DISLIKE HOSPITALS!
haha. AND NEEDLES TOO!
hehs. I'm a coward indeed.
I'm being banished to being an ugly Cinderella again.
Finally finished all the chores and finally a REST.

Boyfriend totally made my day today,
with his good news!
I'm SO HAPPY for my boyfriend cause he's found a part-time job in S'PORE!
it's only temporary.
But I'm really happy about it!! ^^
He's working on weekends and at specific timeslots.
I'm so happy that I've decided that even though both my weekends are rather packed,
I would wake up willingly to have brekkie with him for as long as he works! ^^
I LOVE YOU, JER!! ^^

and so I got to be a normal girl for a few days.

and so I got to be a normal girl for a few days.
nope, I'm not fearing anything.
Just too much been happening in my life,
I just want be an ordinary person leading her life to the fullest :))

Bank Job w Jer was good.
but the censorship board CUT too much lah.
Commercial Law Lesson One started just yesterday.
and today I am home blogging.
Urms.. that doesn't quite fit the image of me being a sturdious student, I know.
But the foreign lecturer bores me out and I need subtitles with her accent so I can concentrate very well :))
Was having fun in class with Denis and Eileen;
think I almost got killed by the lecturer lorh.
haha.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND freaking alot!! :'(

happy post :)

okay. this is a HAPPY post.
:))

this week has been a realllllly tough week!
A great deal of UPS and DOWNS.
my emotions went on a LONG roller-coaster ride which lasted like for the whole week.
(ok, that doesn't sound really happy. hehs. Be patient!)

I won't be mentioning the details of the DOWNS part.
but one thing I would like to share.
I actually felt happy that the DOWNS part took place;
'Cause it brought my boyfriend and me even more closer.
And brought about greater understanding between the two of us :))

okay. Watched "Wanted" and "Hancock" with Jer.
I think "Wanted" wasn't as nice as expected.
I didn't quite like the ending; it's too tragic for me.
To me, the ending where everyone died by the curving bullet, served not much of a meaningful purpose.
"Hancock", was not too bad.
but personally, I think if it has lesser of the touching scenes,
it would be so much better :))
ahh wells. I enjoyed both movies nevertheless.

Went SINGSONG w Jer and his friend.
it was SO WORTH IT can!
I really had fun!! ^^
it's been SOOOOOOOOOOO long.
I really really enjoy singing awot!!
Singing is a GOOD therapy for anyone and everyone :))

okay. now for today.
I am finally back at church.
and I had a realllly belated birthday celebration which I did not expect at all.
it's really sweet of them to still wana do it for me :))
Today, the sermon message was SO for me.
I really needed it SO MUCH.
I felt totally freed from all the burdens that were secretly and unknowingly hiding within me.
Thank God! :))
I thank God for the lovely cell group people and the cell group leader who reallyreally gave me alot of support :))

I thank God for putting friends who are full of love in my life to help me through the difficult times.
I thank God for filling me with His love that I may never feel empty.
I thank God for making me stronger when all these difficult times can't be easier.
and I thank God for my Boyfriend, who never stopped supporting me and loving me :))
THANK YOU, MY FRIENDS! ^^
and THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!! ^^

not so good post.

ok. this wasn't supposed to be my intended post today.
but someone just spoilt my mood today.
So I have to really get things off, before I get to my nxt post on my wonderful day ;))

1. I dislike being talked to in a hostile tone when you can talk to your precious son in your oh-so-nice tone.
2. I don't like being not respected when I haven't done anything to not deserve it.
3. I can understand that being in your position is tough; but you don't have to act as if I owe you my life; as if you can destroy me anytime.
4. I understand that the current situation is giving you stress; but you aren't the only one.
5. I understand that you're tired aft work and everything; but look, I'm not the one giving you trouble.
6. Like you not liking coming home and seeing quarrels between us siblings (which don't happen at all now), I don't like coming home to be yelled at when I've done NOTHING at all.
7. I understand that you care; but your common-sensical lectures can be saved for your precious son, who needs them more than I ever do.
8. I really understand that you care, but you really need to reflect on the way you express yourself.
9. I understand that your son is very precious to you; but you need to be able to recognise who are the ones who really care.
10. Because I really do understand and care, I forgive you for everything hurtful that you have done and said to me.
I'll forgive you and continue praying for you that you may be changed for the better.

ahhhhh.. I feel so much better :))

econs is loves

I think I may have been poisoned.
suddenly, I feel that I may be liking ECONS afterall.
GOSH!
*slaps forehead!*
what's happening to ME?!

This feeling sucks.
This feeling sucks.
This feeling sucks.

make me happy again, sunshine :/

trust - not feeling happy.

today was supposed to be a happy day. but I spoilt it with my curiosity and insecurity. it's more like I don't trust myself, rather than you. ok, I'm weird.

but just wanna let you know, when I trust, I trust completely. so much so that I'm fearing that I'll get hurt in the process.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SOOOOOOOOO MUCH ^^

LONGEST NIGHT ever

yesterday was the longest night ever.
Didn't sleep a wink..
And now I have puffy eyes like goldfishes totally.
and I still have a whole day of chores to do before going over to the hospital.
I am tired, really.
sometimes, I just wished I could dun care about anything at all.
sighh :(

thankyou to the girls. and WE are 2.5 years old!

Finally met up with the girls yesterday.
A big thankyou to you girls.
For everything :))
Wished we had all the time in the world,
to just sit there and chat the night away :)

and! and! today's a special day.
me and boyfriend is two and a half years old already!
whee.. :))

THIS always brightens up my day! :))

THIS ALWAYS BRIGHTENS UP MY DAY :)) (I only took 2 pages of it)

this is a birthday gift from the sweetest person ever :))
and he's none other than my most beloved boyfriend, JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI^^
JERR! you're BEARY special too! ^^

whenever I'm feeling down or not as happy,
I'll take this book out to read thru slowly.
and each time, it never fails to bring me to tears.
:))
and at the same time, it makes me feel loved.
and every time, I finish reading, I'll feel happy again :))
I love you, Jer :))

it's a boring tuesday.....

it's a BORRRRRRRing tuesday.
I am feeling SO bored.
really bored.
I can't wait to get back to my hectic life man.
I CANT STAND NOT DOING ANYTHING!! :((

GREAT DAY!

it's been a GREAT weekend with JER! ^^
Was supposed to have dvd movies marathon de.
but the shop wasn't open that early.
So we dropped the idea.
So we slacked around watching teevee programmes.
Until it was time for us to go to his cousin's "Meet the Parents Day" to collect his results.

We were chatting about whatever that we missed in secondary days.
I miss days in BPGHS man.
Collected results.. then after some time,
it was dinner with Jer and his family.
YUMYUM! ^^
then Jer sent me home :))
my boyfriend helped me tune my long-lost guitar!! :)
PSST!!
BOYFRIEND! you look so HANDSOME playing the guitar OH! ^^

happy day!

today IS a happy day!
'Cause I get to go dating with my BOYFRIEND!!
haha. Watched "The Incredible Hulk" with JER.
It's been reallllllllly LONG since we last been in a cinema together lers.
I really enjoyed myself today.
THANKYOU BOYFRIEND :))
I love you!! ^^

DID YOU SMILE TODAY?

:))

somebody just irritated the shit out of me >.<

:))

THANKYOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
for your love and encouragements :))
I really appreciate it :))
thank you for standing by me always.
and always lending me a listening ear and giving the best advice and encouragements :)
I love you!

weary.

one word.
tired :S
I really need some time off everything.
Some time all to myself.
:/

Men are like..

today, I checked my emails.
and saw this one from Samuel.
It's one about SAD facts about Men.
Guys, Don't take offence.
It's just something for laughs.
Here goes...

1. Men are like Laxatives; they irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like Bananas; the older they get, the less firm they become.
3. Men are like Weather; nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like Blenders; you need one but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like Chocolate bars; Sweet, Smooth and they usually head for your hips.
6. Men are like Commercials; you can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Departmental stores; their clothes are usually 1/2 off.
8. Men are like Government bonds; they take so looooong to mature.
9. Men are like Mascara; they run at the first sight of emotions.
10. Men are like Popcorn; they satisfy you, but only for a short while.
11. Men are like Snowstorms; you never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get, how long it will last.
12. Men are like Lava Lamps; Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like Parking Spots; all the good ones have been taken, and the rest are handicapped.

It's really just for laughs :))
seriously no offence to the MEN.

Convo between two slackers

Here's a recent conversation between two slackers.

Ron: hey. what've you been doing? Working?
Me: Nah.. I've been a full-time house-keeper.
Ron: that sounds like a profession man!
Me: o.o what about you? Found a job?
Ron: Nope. I am a house-guardian of my own house!
Me: haha. we're both professionals, can you believe it?

Rather lame convo. But it made me laugh :))

I MISS JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!!
:(((

two more days.

it's two more days.
I pray that all will be fine :)

staying home all day, every single day, has started to get to me already.
I need a getaway holiday away from things, away from people.
I need just a holiday to clear my head and to refresh myself before the next term starts.
Not feeling emotional in any sense,
just want to go away for a change :)

yet another monday

yet another monday.
I struggled to get myself out of bed just now.
Feeling so tired and reluctant to even move an inch.

yesterday went for service @ Jer's church.
it was great :))
Me learnt awot of things yesterday :)
*beams*
I want to attend Jesus Heals!! :))

I pray that everything goes well this friday :)
I want everything to be okay.
I want everything to be back to normal.

HAPPY!!

okay. I had two things to be happy about.

Just now, I was very touched by two very good friends.
Who gave me a very sweet surprise :)
haha. they two very poor thing,
I think they waited for me like about an hour.
'Cause my cake melted.
:S
A big thankyou to ESTHER and MINGHONG! ^^
thanks for making the effort to celebrate my birthday and to cheer me up :))
it meant alot and I really enjoyed myself just now :))
THANK YOU!! :)

AND!! now for another best part about today!
I PASSED ALL MY SUBJS!
I did well for all my subjs except ONE.
and I actually did well for OB!!
that dreaded subject, haha.
oh wells! I am really glad that I did well :))
*happy!*

I thank God for these two happy things :)
I thank God for Esther and Minghong, who are really great friends to me.
and I thank God for a great boyfriend, JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI, who never stopped believing in me and providing me with his fullest support.
Despite everything that is happening,
I am still feeling more than blessed.
:)

change of blogskin

yay! new blogskin :))

Hmm. I am doing fine, people :))
Don't have to worry about me :))
I'll stay strong,
and what I need isn't sympathy,
just support will do :))

a big thankyou to Minghong and Esther :))
thanks for calling up and chatting with me.
I haven't had a good laugh just now for the past few days.
But that doesn't mean that I have been dwelling in sadness or what.
The past few days have been too hectic for me to be laughing away, that's all.
Not to worry! :))

trying to take it easy.. :/

my emotions went on a roller-coaster ride yesterday.
and it ended low.
There's so much for me to do.
Chores seem endless; but I'm trying my best.
I never give up, ever :))

I will be fine :))

I will be fine :))
jiayou, limjiaxin :))

thursday!!

it's a thursday!!
yesterday went interview.
and I was so glad that I saw Denis!! ^^
it's so much of a coincidence can!! :))

after which I walked a LONGLONG way aft dropping off at Marsiling to find Boyfriend.
JEREMY LIM!! I tell you ah,
no matter how LONG i have to walk to get to you,
I'll do it so long I get to see you :))

YAY! seeing the Boyfriend tonight!
I hope I get to convince Mummy to let me join Jer for service :))

:)) its our 29 months together!!

me and Jer are 29 months old lers!! ^^
I am still very much in love with him.
though we may have events where we bicker, upset each other, etc,
I'm thankful that my boyfriend always have been the mr nice to forgive me no matter what.
In this 2 years and 5 months together,
I've learnt alot from my dearest boyfriend.
and we've created new memories through the happy times and not-so happy times.
JER!! you're the perfect gift from heaven :))
thanks for being in my life.

I am TWENTY!!:))

thankyou boyfriend for the unexpected surprise.
Your unexpected surprise really made me smile :)
thanks for the dark chocolate! :))
I am SO in love with you can! ^^

and yes! I turned twenty yesterday.
a big sincere thank you to all of your well-wishes :))
and I had a great birthday, thanks to my boyfriend.
THANKYOU JER!! ^^
I really feel that I am more than blessed :)
I thank God for my boyfriend and his family.
I love you, Jer!! ^^

ah yes! I changed my blogsong :)
"What a Wonderful world" is a special song for me and my sweet boyfriend.
I've a really talented Prince Charming who can really really sing and touched my heart ^^

ONE MORE DAY

ONE and a HALF more hour!!
haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOYFRIEND, JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!! (in advance).
but he would be busy clubbing and nt see this until God knows when.

today had been a busy and exhausting day.
I feel so worn-out.
Woke up too early for one thing and walked too much for the other.
haha. Jer's gifts are ALL COMPLETED!!
Dyed my hair! :))
and trimmed it alittle.
so no more LONG short hair.
haha.

I have to sleep early and wake up early.
but tml is an important day for an important and special guy!
haha :))
JEREMY LIM! watch out for your SURPRISES! ^^

two MORE days

two more days!!
yippee!!

I have almost finished one of the two gifts.
hee.. SO happy.
they turned out okay.
:))
I miss my boyfriend!
but i will be seeing him TML!
yayyyy!

I think I have to get down to work lers.
else I'll never finish uP! :S hee

:DD

three more days!!
woohoo!! :))

today's a tiring day.
went to cwp first.
Met kelvin on the bus; kind of awkward, cause nothing much to talk about.
then reached cwp,
went to look for karaoake discs,
but only got oldies which my boyfriend isn't familiar with.
oh dear.. :/
then went to the library to borrow two Zits comics.
then I got on my way to Millenia Walk to get some freebie on my dad's behalf.

BOUGHT a pair of new heels!
I bought a pair with boyfriend last week too!
yay! :))
then came back to woodlands,
Continued my search of the discs.
then Mark came to find me.
Went to grab groceries with him.
then I went to meet Dad to go home together.

haha. my day was kind of boring and tiring.
really feeling very worn out :(
and finally, I have stopped procrastinating and started on my second last gift to Jer.
:DD
like FINALLY!! :))

FOUR MORE DAYS!

FOUR MORE DAYS!!

hmm.. Today watched the follow-up news on the Earthquake in Szechuan.
a strange feeling of anger came over me as I watched the news.
it was just abit of anger towards those people.
it's like the news not only reported on the casualty and impacts,
but also, brought back the news on signs of an earthquake,
such as the froggies moving in large groups, etc..
I mean, what's the point of talking about all those?
when those news weren't really taken into account?
what's the point of renewing people's memory that there have been signs?
seriously, so what? perhaps, if people have taken note of the symptoms,
the impact could have been lessened.
but seriously, there's no point in talking about those 'symptoms'.
and this is just a random cranky post which might not make any sense.
haha. I was just temporarily angry.
:D

FIVE MORE DAYS!

yay! it's FIVE more days to boyfriend's 21st birthday!! ^^

still got two more things to prepare.
hahaha. busybusy me.

ysd lunch w Gene n Gimsiong was good.
:)) though it was short, but I enjoyed myself!
:))

I haven't have my brekkie yet; I am HUNGRY!!

:))

yay! later going over to find my BOYFRIEND!
we're going shopping!! ^^
hahaha.. today is the last time I am meeting him until a week later!
'cause my coming week is totally PACKED.
yay!! so happy that I'll be so occupied!
haha.. me no like slacking :/

freedom.

freedom!
Lunch with the group was GREAT!
THANKS DENIS for driving me!
haha. he's a good driver for a new license! :))
we should go out more often!!
and thank you to my two buddies who tolerated me while I was shopping-ing.
Walked till my feet were hurting in order to get some stuffs.
*tired*

went for tuition despite my throat feeling very awful.
and after tuition, my voice is like almost gone.
sighhh..
voice come back!! :'(
okayy.. Going to read my final library book by SUZY hill lers.
*its Susan Hill by the way.

one last paper

yay! one last paper.
and I seriously think I've been too complacent.
haha. okay. I admit I DIDNT study for this paper AT ALL.
gg to read thru the computing notes soon.

YAY! outing with the group tml! :D
:))
tuition everyday nxt week.
well almost?
wednesday meeting Boyfriend.
friday got rehearsal.
Saturday, I am most likely going for cell-group,
and PEOPLE rmb! SUNDAY is MUMMY's DAY!! :D

I cant wait for the week after to come!
its a busybusy may.
YAY!
oh dear.. I haven't bought my heels and clutch.
and I still have to go get my hair dyed and rebonded soon!! :D
and dentist appointment! :D

the worst is over

the worst is over.
one last paper!!
hahaha. LOLS.
the weather has been freaking HOT!
oh mannnnnnnnnn.
Looking forward to TML! :DD

YAP! call me when you are back!(:

happyhappy!!

happyhappy!! two papers down.
Stats was simply GREAT!
and OB.. urms.. I did my best to write as much rubbish as I can rmb.
but the reason why I am REALLY happy is that,
my OB individual essay which I thought I was one of the failures,
I PASSED IT with a CREDIT score!! :D
two more papers to go.
MUST MUST study for accounting.
HEHS.

things to do aft ACCT paper:
1. Rehearsals with the boyfriend.
2. DIET and LOTS OF EXERCISE!

going to be reallyreally busy once the acct paper is OVER!
wednesday please hurry up come!! :D
today, I borrowed LOTS OF BOOKS!!
hehs. I KNOW i am in the midst of exams.
but I can't help it :D
hee..
Cant wait for 16 MAY! :DD
woohoo!!

reflections 23/4/08

hehs. I am too tired to mug for now.
SO I AM HERE!
haha. I finished my library book in the afternoon.
it makes people think.
THANK YOU FLOR SIEW for reccommending Jodi Picoult to me.
It's the third book I'm reading.
and I am kind of addicted to her writing style.
it's so REAL, like my boyfriend said.
haha. and it definitely makes people THINK.
(haha.. I KNOW that I'm in the midst of preparations of exams :P)

FLOR! Nineteen Minutes was fabulous.
but this book that I just borrowed, "MERCY", is even more real.
it's kind of closer to life than the other two books I've read.
it questioned, what's the furthest you would go for the one you love?
in the book, the guy chose to grant the terminally-ill wife's wish by gently killing her.
(how "jc-ish" .. rmb euthanasia?)
LOLS.
though I don't like euthanasia,
but I kind of like the part when the author mentioned that the distance that one would go for the one he/she love,
actually depends on the involvement of the person in the relationship.
true.. How very true.
Though it's a low possibility that there will be a 50-50 involvement from both parties,
I think both parties should make it a point to reflect on themselves from time to time,
to check if he/she is always at the receiving or giving end and do something about it.
((:

okay. my mummy wants to viwawa lers.
and I'm turning in soon (:

I PASSED MY ACCT CLASS TEST:D

okay. I know I am not supposed to be here.
BUT! I just saw online that I PASSED MY ACCT CLASS TEST!
the one where I didnt really study much
and that ppl gave me the wrong info,
causing me to be unable to do one whole qn that is HALF of the total marks.
BUT I GOT 13/20!!
WAHAHAHA!
okay. that kind of cheered me up.
Gona get back to mugging.

congrats to FLORENCE SIEW upon finishing your exams :))

monday blueyblues..

it's a bluebluey grey monday.
Had lots to mug..
:'(
sadd...
and I won't be seeing Jerjer for TWO weeks!
very sad de neh!! :'(

AHHHHHHHHHh. I want my exams to come and go RIGHT NOW!
hahaha.. life's been boring.
Students been lazy; my patience is being put to tests after test.
:S
I want to eat good food!
haha.. I'm being random! :P

ok. Have to go mug hard lers! :)

MUGMUGMUG

Been MUGMUGMUG-ing.
Amazing uh?
haha. Limjiaxin is ACTUALLY STUDYING?!?!
unbelieveable as it sounds; but it IS happening.
I kind of like this for a change.
'Cause I can't bear the thought of having to repeat a module.
I WANT TO PASS BADLY!! :D

I can't wait for the 5th of MAY.
Last day of exam! :D
but too bad, my freedom only comes on the 8th of MAY.
But yups, all I want 5th May to come and go first!
I'm looking forward to spending my boyfriend's birthday with him! :D
yay! ^^

and now.. I'm missing him :'(
okay. I REALLY have to go study!
:DD

I am HAPPY today.

I am happy today.
despite getting drenched on the way to tuition
and on the way back from tuition.
but I feel really alive today (:

Tuition was great.
I nearly couldn't solve a PRIMARY SIX question.
Come, let me share with you all.
Try solving it.
Here goes:

Sam and Harry ran around a circular track.
They started at the same time
and each was standing opposite of the other on the diameter.
Sam took 12 mins to complete one round
and Harry took 15 mins to complete one round.
How long did it take Sam to overtake Harry?

I double-confirmed my answer with Zin Htet.
And he initially tot it was some university maths qn.
So funny.
Can you imagine.. this is the standard now..
what is going to happen to our next generation??!!
aahh..

anyways! I'm interested to take on a child sponsorship with WorldVision.
Am in the process of planning.
I think everyone should sponsor a child too.
Rmb! You can be a starthrower,
and make a BIG difference to that one star you pick up (:
*smiles*

tired thursday.

yay! study break began lers.
Haven't been really focused recently.
CANOT LIDAT, LIMJIAXIN!
okok. today, I promise to make full use of my time.
:D

Yesterday, went Ikea ard 9pm with Jer's Mummy.
Rushed like hell inside there.
hahaha.. BUt I so love IKEA!
it's like my favourite shopping place can! (:

tomorrow going malaysia to find boyfriend after SOSOSOSOSOSO long.
YAY! ((:

I love my boyfriend!!

Boyfriend! Thanks for your company!! ((:
Thanks for the Swensens Treat.
Thanks for giving up the last calamari ring to me, when you know that I love to eat calamari ((:
*smiles*
I am so glad that we did the shopping of your mummy's gifts together.
It's so fun with you around ((:
Thank you for taking such good care of me ((:
I love you! ^^

(:

me loves COOKING!
hahaha.. Made nicenice potato wedges today.
(:
TMl stil have school. :(

emo april's fool

boyfriend day no longer exists :S
sad-ed.
Xin's feeling kind of emotional on an april's fool day :/

boring tuesday.

aha! today's the second day of the week that I reached home while the sun is still in the sky.
LOLs. but later still have to go out for tuition.
HAHA! its ok. 'cause I've got pokemon game on my hp!
YAY!! ^^

:)) i miss my boyfriend sososo much :(((

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!
diets don't start tomorrow anymore.
I MUST GO RUNNING LATER.
but now.. I am gg to sleep first! hehs.

I need a getaway

I wanna go away..
For a holiday on my own.
:'(

but for now, I have to mug hard for my exams.

RELAXED FRIDAY!

it's a great FRIDAY!
hee. Handed in OB group project today.
Everyone was so RELIEVED! (:
Checked my BS results; I have a borderline pass.
Am abit happy abt it, cause I expected to fail.
but I know it's nothing to be happy about,
I will definitely work much much harder for the end of semester exams! ((:
The short Accounting test today was easy; I think I did well (:
happy!! ^^

it's a great FRIDAY!
'Cause I got to meet my BOYFRIEND!!
Haven't seen Jer for a week and one day.
So I was really rweally happy to see him today.
But this guy ah, made me worried.
He's so SICK and he came to find me!
argh. JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! you know HOW WORRIED I AM or not!
:'(
Anyways, we went to watch SEMI-PRO!
urms. the staff asked for my IC.
and I was like, I am older than 16 lers.
and the staff continued staring at me.
and I asked, you really wana see my IC ah.
and she waited for me to show my IC before letting my Boyfriend purchase the tix.
JER! thanks for the treat!! ((:
Semi-Pro was spastically nice (:
It's a good relaxing movie.
(:
JER! I love you!! ^^
Get well soon, Jer! (:

greygrey sky

greygreysky..
aiyowei.. I really wanna go singsong :'(

monday stresses.

it's a MONDAY!
haha. I don't think that exclamation quite suit my day.
it had been a rather stress day,
trying to finalise our reports on an empty stomach.
but it was all worthwhile, because of the sense of achievement we got..
aahhh.. *relieved*
One more report to be done for this week! :D

THANKYOU JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!
I know I always mention my boyfriend in my blog.
but today, I must really mention him again.
he stayed up with me to keep me company whilst I was stressing over my report,
TILL TWO THIRTY AM.
and he has got to work for TEN hours today.
Jer, thankyou for being so nice :))
AND! thanks for your testimonial;
it made me smile from the bottom of my heart :)
"if my heart has a face, it would really be smiling"
:D I was really touched!
thankyou! :DD

okay. Gona rush out some work.
:))
I so love the rain.
:))

happy easter! :))

HAPPY EASTER! :))

Went Church today.
Was almost late, and I brisk-walked darn fast all the way to the faraway hall!
Am expecting a leg cramp tonight. Hehs.
Service was GREAT! :))
Pastor Kong preached that Easter is about Forgiveness today.
:))

Had to rush off aft church again.
I really wanted to go for the Attributes and Times bookfairs lah!
but really no time!!
how sad!! :'(
Tuition was relaxing, ESPECIALLY relaxing can! :D
Slacked ALOT!!
hehs. Finally home sweet home.

NOw its back to my project.
And my daddy is back from Thailand.
Gona go show my face outside.

tiring saturday

it's a tiring saturday.
project meeting was extremely draining.
feeling brain-deaded now.
Just finished part of my BC assignment.
Am left with the report which I intend to do during tuition tml.
FIVE HOURS of tuition, enough nots?!
hahaha.
And then, still have the crucial parts that I am in charge of for my OB grp assignment.
MUST CONTRIBUTE!! :))
I must say, I've a great group whereby everyone wud viwawa with me and go extremely high.
hahaha. now all of them have been influenced and become viwawa-addicts.
*grins*

yay! tml's Easter.
I know it would be great.
but something is missing.
:(

I love my boyfriend!!

yay! my boyfriend has finally gotten his pass!
hopefully he would come find me as often as he can!
*prays hard*

me is happyhappy!!
Watched Stepup2 and Vantage Point w my beloved!
:DD
so happy! great movies!
whats more, I had GREAT COMPANY!
:))
I love my boyfriend so so so so MUCH!

all cheer-ed up

:D I love sundays.
I am all cheer-ed up again!
PUFFY EYES NO MORE!
yay! ^^

alot of deadlines to meet.
diediedie..
i really really hope they let me get exemption from econs!!
even though i didn't do very well.
but I passed with a struggle, u noe!!
*prays hard*

I wana watch HORTON-hears a who!! ^^
love that elephant :DD

eleven days already.

eleven days already . . .
sigh..

:( moodymoody

read through my accounting notes for once already.
but didn't really memorise anything; more or less understood the concepts.
boring day; have to start on my project soon.
was feeling kind of lousy yesterday;
cause I felt that I am of no contribution to my group,
welll.. except for being a clown.
yups, but I'm fine already,
I am pushing myself to do a better job this time round :)

Was wanting to see boyfriend today.
but he has no time for me.
:(
sigh..

beautiful sunday

it's a beautiful sunday!
I am so glad that I went to church today!
Service was great and today's sermon was powerful :))
I can't wait for Easter Service! :))

Anyways, I am happy today.
even though I went without sleep.
HEHS.
my boyfriend is starting work tml!
SO excited for him!! ^^
I can't wait for him to tell me all abt his first day of work!! :D
JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! HAVE FUN ON YOUR FIRST DAY!!

okay now have to rush out my project.

(:

boyfriend is back.
he's too busy for me.
sigh.

my schedule for next week is scary!
Monday - OB class at 9.30, Project Meeting from 12.30-2, Sakae Buffet from 3-6pm.
Tuesday - Biz Com at 9.30-12.30, Project Meeting from 12.30-2pm, Biz Stats from 2pm-5pm, Project Meeting again. :'(
Wednesday - Off-day; hoping to see boyfriend on this day.
Thursday - off-day! ANd meetup with GENE n FLOR! yay!
Friday - Acct class at 2-5pm, Acct Test at 7pm - 8pm.
Saturday - Offday!
Sunday - Church! :))

now, back to do project work and have to finish up abit of my revision :/

tired.

today was a draggy day.
tried hard to concentrate in acc class.
understood-ed the concepts taught,
but funnily, no sense of achievement :/
Am feeling sosososo SO drained. :S

tired,weary,zombie-fied.
need therapy badly :/
enough said, I don't think you even realise how much I miss you. :(
sigh.

gloomygloomyday

it's a gloomygloomy day.
my student flunk her chinese exams, and didn't do quite well for the rest as well.
I'm kind of exasperated, 'cause it's not that I didn't teach,
but mainly, cause she didn't even read or take the exams seriously!
oh man.
but I am rather calm lahs.
Just helpless :S

today's sky is cloudy.
No blueblue nice sky.
Merely, grey clouds :(

And JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI has abandoned me and gone for holiday at a beautiful island :(

I know I have to do it before things get out of hand.

suddenly emo-ing

suddenly, I feel emo.
okay. I know I ain't suppose to have all these sort of negative feelings in me de.
but I promise that all of them will be gone,
by the time i complete this entry.
wanted to type this entry in chinese de.
but my laptop lacked the software.
Sad-ed

been thinking quite abit for the past few weeks.
I'm aware of my unreasonable possessive-ness and jealousy.
but I am putting in extra effort to not them get to me.
it's not easy; but I am trying.
and I know, you're worth the effort (:

the other day, was chatting with one of my og guys,
jus random chatting.
He and his girlfren are like together for five years already, gg on to the SIXth.
and he was like asking me, "envious of me right?"
Somehow, I don't know what gave me the confidence to give such a reply,
"No. 'Cause I can see myself lasting that long and even longer. "
Weird as it seems, but I did.
:)

okay. have to do business computing hmwk now.
total sian-ness.
now that sounds like what I'll say (:

sleepy monday

it's a sleepy monday!
hehs. yay!
Saturday went church svc with boyfriend!
Service was GREAT! :))
then we had to make our way to Zouk.
yay! :)) urms.. but ended up, the performances, werent as good as expected.
but I had boyfriend's company!
took nicenice photos! :))
went to have nicenice wanton meee!
SO NICEE!
JER!
thanks for taking such good care of me ^^
I love you! :))

happy birthday peipei!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PEIPEI, AKA MY GORGEOUS HELLMATE! ^^

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SUXIAN!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SUXIAN! ^^

haha. now I can get started on my blog entry proper.

I'm feeling so sleepy now can!
:'(
and poor florence has to go for driving early in the morning and gym later.
I hope she's fine.
'cause I am definitely gg to sleep in accounting class later on.
yesterday night was so stressful for the both of us.
HA!
but I guess the good thing is, we did have fun in the midst of all the stress :)

okay. stil have lots to finish up.
:) I see a great day ahead !

:S

a pot of vinegar.
unbearable.
:/

a special valentine's day

yesterday was a special valentine day.
everything was ever so perfect,
except for the part when I jinxed it totally, by crying non-stop for four hours.
but ah, I learnt a precious lesson yesterday.
I really have a great boyfriend,
who reallyreally loves me.
And will do anything just to make me happy.
thankyou jeremylimchuanghai:)
you're perfect :)
I love you! ^^

happy valentine day to myself

happy valentine day! :D
haha. later meeting the boyfriend.
hmmm. oh wells. happy valentine day to all.
vdays are not just meant for couples.
it's only a day to spread the love around:DD

ps: thankyou leen!
ur card made me smile :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

I AM BACK!
finally! okay. that greeting came abit late!
hehs. But better late than never! :))

It's been motion sickness after motion sickness!
esp on the way back!
and after all those gorging of oily and msg-filled stuffs.
I am dying with gastric flu!
urgh.

Chinese New Year @ Popo's was good and lively.
I'll make it a point to make an effort to go back for New Year!
'cause I know it makes alot of difference to Popo.
And yes! ONE DAY! I'LL DRIVE MYSELF BACK! :))
YES! I SEE THAT VISION! :D
*grins*

Second day of New Year was the BEST!!
'Cause Boyfriend and his family came to pick me up!
Took them to the Pasar.
then we went to the BEACH!!!!!!
my favourite place! :D
*loves*
didn't take much photos with boyfriend.
but we had lots of fun!
they came over for lunch at Popo's.
My Small Uncle kept making fun of me.
Saying that I am all nervous and tense because the 'in-laws" are coming.
wah lao.
aiyowei..
So paiseh can!
but yups, it was a great new year! :))

gotta go do work now.
Assignments undone.
Going to pia now.

GREATTTTTTT day! :))

yes! i had a gweat day!
Felt abit grouchy in the morning.
but I am so glad that I was all hyped up for school aft a while.
OB class was rather interesting as usual.
After school, went lunch with eileen lai and emily at the clementi hawker.
mmmmmm.. had a heavy lunch.
was contemplating to eat another dish.
but I resisted the temptation.
it's SO wrong.
I must not overeat from now onwards! :))

Went to find boyfwen.
but he was with his cousin.
so I had to cab to his mummy's shop.
Saw the aftermath of an accident.
Saw blood.
ewww..
me no like!!
then reached his mummy's shop.
had nothing to do, so I studied alittle :))
whee..
boyfren finally came back after two hours!
yay! so happy!
I accompanied him to take photo for his license.
then he treated me to nicenice japanese food!! :))
though I really enjoy eating with my boyfren,
but I feel guilty for making him spend so much!
boyfren! jap food not cheap oh!
such indulgence can only be once in awhile!!
THANK YOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! :))

then we went back to his mummy's shop.
Slacked around, chitchatted.
then we went back home, cause Jer had to take a bath.
but we ended up watching russell peter standup comedy with Jonathan and Uncle Tan.
haha.
Went out for dinner with his family!
mmmmmmmmmm..
so much good food in a day!
Boyfriend! I think I still can feel the little fishie swimming in the midst of the curry! :D
*grins*

I am GUILTY!
of troubling boyfriend to send me all the way back.
SORRY JER!
I hope you'll be able to finish your homework alrights?
*prays hard*
jiayou!! ^^
I LOVE YOU!!
and the keyword is MOSTEST!
:))

i am scared.

i am scared.

wednesdays are boyfriend days too!!

WEDNESDAYS are Boyfriend Days too!!
*grins*
cause limjiaxin says so! ^^

Spent today with JER!
Slacked around and helped his mummy deliver hampers.
then we went to have dinner @ the shop.
was fooling around with my new handphone camera.
had niceee lambchop for dinner.
then me and jerjer were going to go off for Sweeney Todd the movie de.
but his daddy needed my help to translate and hanyupinyin-ized the worship songs.
and so, we couldn't make it.
boyfriend was abit sad, I think.
I was okay about it.
'cause I love helping people :))

then jerjer sent me back!
BUT!! something happened.
and in the end I had to go off on my own.
haha. it's our FIRST time being in such a situation.
so funny! ^^
oh wells. :)
I had a GREAT day!

would you choose something that you THINK you can handle well but have little passion?
Or something that you have negligible passion for, but you're sure that you would make something useful out of it?

PROJECT GROUP OUTING

AM TIRED!
had business computing class in the morning.
Was rather bored by the lecture on hardwares.
HEHS.
but I like the hands-on session doing excel practices.
Was having lots of fun!!
I think the whole lab people could hear me going "aaaaaaahhhhhh" & "ooooooooohhhhhhh".
I am always very noisy in computing class.
Can't blame me.. I am a curious kid :))

Project Group Meeting!
Had a short discussion in school.
'cause I wanted to separate play from work.
Discussion went well..
and we went to take buses!
to dhoby ghaut.
oh mannnnn.. BUSES neh.
I was almost dead.
Went Plaza Singapura for lunch.
then we headed to Minds Cafe.
Had a great bonding!!
then three people left to meet their frens.
Left with me, Eileen and Ronald.
And so, we went to yamcha @ yoshinoya.
just crapped about everything under the sun, moon and stars LORHS.
and yay!
I drank my favourite strawberry milkshake from MOS Burger!!
*happy*

it's a great day!
yay!
and now, my brain is shutting dwn.. :'(

NOSCH-MONDAY!

it's a NO - SCHOOL monday!
woohoo~
and I am NOT going anywhere!
Just going to stay home.
But maybe, will go for tuition tonight!
hmm.. maybe will going running in the evening!
woots~
Will do a slow 4 km today.
No pressures, No stress.

Been having weird dreams.
as in, really sad dreams.
oh mans..
I don't know why also.
but if there's an explanation to them,
I guess it would be the subconscious insecurity in me bahs.
oh mans. I am SO ignoring the dreams.
it's easy for me, 'cause I can't remember it very well the moment my eyes open.
LOLS. amazing isn't it?
as for the subconscious insecurity part,
I'll definitely do something about it.
:))

sleepysaturday

sleepy saturday.
ZZzzZz

me and boyfriend ish 25 mths and a day old already!
whee. Spent the day with him, running errands for his mummy.
then we went chinatown and little india with his family.
it was fun fun fun! :))
reached home ard 1am today.
that would explain why I am feeling sleepy.
hehs.

Oh wells. Gona spent today revising lers.
tata~

beautiful thursday!!

it's been a busy and hectic week!!
all morning classes.
true enough, I worked and concentrated best in the mornings,
for I've extrememly high level of energy in the mornings when everyone else is still in the sleeping mood.
Now, Kind of gotten used to my schedule lers.

had my first lunch with my groupmates today.
urms, abit sad lorhs.
though I'm really glad that we would be able to work well together.
but, it's abit sad to know that I'm kind of the odd one out.
hmm.. though limjiaxin wouldn't really mind being the special one.
but come to think of it, these groupmates don't share the same interest as me.
haish. it's gg to be difficult to bring this level of relationship to a higher level like strong friendship.
oh mans, but I would try anyways.
*smiles*

recently, been keeping myself in a cheery mood.
been making it a point for morning prayers.
and to smile to myself and think positive :))
then everytime, I am on my way to places alone..
I would hum and sing out..
but not very loudly, though I really want to..
LOLs.
and you know sth?!
I miss those times when I go high with flor at kbox.
and just now on my way home, i thought of my 'twin'..
got the urge to go singsing with my dogdog.
oh wells. AM really looking forward to CNY dinner! :))
NINE MORE DAYS!

happy monday!

I am a happy girl today!
it's a HAPPY MONDAY!
wheeeee~
me had early OB class.
Ate a piece of wonderous chocolate before I left home.
and I felt SO happy!
OB class was interesting and relaxing enough.
Breezed through it :))
And I have got my Project Work Team up and going,
even before the lecturer said to form a group.
And I am kind of confident that I can work well with these people :)
*happy!*

then it's meeting my beloved Jer @ CWP.
went to get my NEW HP!
haha. it's sandy beige K770i!
I kind of love it for its colour, being close to white! :))
*happy*

then me and the best-est boyfriend had lunch with mummy and sis.
BEEF NOODLES!! *yumyum*
then we rushed to watch "American Gangsters"
great show!
okay, it's only nice if you don't dislike a long real life story of a gangster.
:)) wheee.. I enjoyed the movie!
then jerjer drove me home before he abandoned me for soccer with the guys again.
haha.. :)) JER!! I miss you alrdy, u noe!! :'(

thursday ((:

it's off-day!
but I still have five hours of tuition to get through later on.
oh man. but it's gg to be lovely day ahead!

yesterday, watched Rendition with Boyfriend.
it's a good movie bah.
Jer likes it alot.
but me, I dislike watching the scenes where people are tortured.
aiyowei.
but I reallyreally want to watch ATONEMENT!
people!! it's a must-watch! :)

school's been ok!
this morning, was talking to boyfriend.
then I suddenly realised what's wrong with me.
As in, why the hell am I being so anti-social?
haha. oh wells. 'Cause I feel absolute happy in my own comfort zone!
With my boyfriend, my best friends, my close friends and all.
besides, it's only my OG that I am not really close to.
I am stil making new friends with other people in my business management course.
so, maybe, I ain't that anti-social at all.
it's a self-proclaimed 'title'.
wahahaha.

meetingup with the girls

today was good.
though I had to endure the P6Kid's nonsense.
Thank God I didn't lose my temper.
the kid is lucky that I still have a teenyweeny bit of patience in me.
though I had to rush over upon finishing tuition,
it was totally worth it,
'cause I got to meet up with now-red-haired pretty baba,
my gorgeous hellmate peipei,
and my closest confidante flor :))
yay! :))

everything on my mind is kind of in a whirl right now.
nopes, I am not unhappy or anything.
Just in a "thinking" mood right now.
my thoughts need to be sorted out.
seriously, would you ever sacrifice your freedom?
And how much would it be worth? :S

YAY! long day of the week ish OVER! :D

YAY!!
the longest day of the week is OVER!
WOOHOO! :DD
like finally!
first day of business computing.
urms. interesting lecturer.. I felt as if he was gg to juggle balls somewhere thru his lecture.
LOL. he is THAT entertaining.

I am kind of exhausted for the day.
felt as though I had just finished fighting a war.
I need rest.
I am brain-dead.

PRFs!
Good news!
it's CONFIRMED!
the steamboat will be at my place on the 2nd Feb, Saturday.
I'll message you all again to further confirm other details.
YAY!

monday blues

I think I am having the Monday blues.
abitbit, I think.
though I was happy about going to school.
I just didn't seem to have the outburst of energy that would last me through today.
weird. perhaps, it's cause I was feeling unwell.

Had a great dinner with Flor and Gene.
it's been quite long since the three of us met up together.
:))

` I'm not sure if I like the change,
but I'm trying hard to get used to it.

how exciting!

today, something boyfriend said when he called after work,
made me smile.
I just felt excited about it.
he said that he would be in Terengganu during Chinese New Year too!
but he'll be with his family,
I'll be with mine though.
but I just feel excited that we will be in the same region! :D
abit weird I know.
but, haha.

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY!

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY! :D

And yes, I went out to find my Jer yesterday.
Slacked around and ate Macdonalds!
nicenice twister fries! *much loves*
HEE!
then his God-sister came back and she bought things for us.
haha! I got a nice brown silky shawl!
got nicenice scent somemore! :DD
*happy!*

then we got changed and all to go out.
There was a terrible JAM!
and we were late in meeting his fren who is the bday boy-gg-to-be.
haha. got lost driving to Vivo.
heh hehs.
then hao bu rong yi reached the place.
but most of the good restaurants were taken up.
oh mans.
then we had to settle for a chinese restaurant, Bosses.
I quite like the interior design of the place.
then I left on my own whilst they continued to hav fun at the pub.

been having sudden urge to go for a Kbox session.

thursday

it's thursday already!
For the past three days,
been going for lectures and giving tuition.
So far so good.
I actually feel good about studying now.
YAY!
Am determined to become a hardworking person:)

today no class; but I have to give tuition five hours in a row.
I just came up with a new system,
to make sure my students will put in their full effort to do work and whatever I say.
what i can say is, kids are so fool-able!
:p Bleahs!

this month I have a bigbig goal.
NOT TO SPLURGE!
haha. I'm saving up to change specs.
and to buy a new bag to bring to school :))
yay.

First day of School

Officially My First Day of School.

Me went to school with a POSITIVE attitude.
That I will study really hard.
And pay Full attention in Lectures,
do all my tutorials diligently.

Anyways, I'm not going to talk about you-know-who.
'Cause I am determined not to let you-know-who distract me from my goals.
'Cause I am determined to not let myself be distracted by the spirit of competition.
'Cause I am determined to just FOCUS and ONLY FOCUS on my GOAL.
And not other teeny weeny little things.
YES! I am going to FOCUS!

limjiaxin will stay POSITIVE!
And happy about school!
:))
I am determined to be a happy girl in school.
I see no point in letting SUMTHING get me down.
I am limjiaxin leh.
haha.
:))

ThankYou to Yvonne,Eileen,Liyi,Flor,Junwei,
and Jer for listening to my whines today.
I really needed to get it out of me.
But yups, I remembered my new year resolutions.
It's the last you all are going to hear from me.
'Cause limjiaxin is determined not to be affected by anything at all.
I am not going to let ANYTHING affect my mood in school! :))
I am going to try my best! :))

I thank God for blessing me with such great friends!
I thank God that I was able to pay FULL attention and understand the lecture fully!
I thank God for today being a smooth-sailing day.
:))
And I gave myself something to live by, at least for this semester.
"You can't change anything that you are afraid of."
a reminder to myself, to stay strong no matter what :)

FOCUS!!

I had a GREAT service today!
I am a happy girl.
today's sermon was simply GREAT!
I learnt alot today!
And I'm feeling really good about it :))
Thank God for today's great service and sermon! :)
FOCUS, limjiaxin! :))

SIM Seminar

And so, I woke up early for a foundation of writing seminar in school.
Initially, I just lay in bed, not wanting to move at all.
then I prepared myself for school.
Ate a not-so-full brekkie and left home.
spent a couple of quiet moments with myself.
even though it was a short short while.
but it did me good.
:))

the seminar was great, you know!
I felt really proud of myself.
you know.. those sense of achievement sort of feeling.
I paid full attention,
(but every now and then replying to the scribbles my two frens were writing on my paper)
(see! that's why I rather be a loner!)
But I managed to absorb everything that the lecturer said today!
I was just sitting there.
and I thought I felt like a new sponge!
Thank God that after one whole year of holiday,
I am totally refreshed! And hyped up for school! :))
YAY!

and today, somewhere during the lecture,
something struck me AGAIN!
YAY!
now I know what I should do and must do!
I thank God for this wonderful day :))

orientation day.

Went to home darn early for ORIENTATION!
*slaps forehead*
the whole orientation was urms.. so-so.
I had already resolved not to whine, grumble or complain.
And so, I am sticking to my resolutions made.
So proud of myself.
*bigbigsmile*

I want to watch JUMPER!
I want to watch the new horrors coming up!
YESYESYES!
I am tired now.
I need to sleep.
BYEBYE!

3rd Jan '08

It's the third day of a whole new year.
And guess, what am I doing?
I am rotting at home! ;p
hehs.
ah wells. Just planned out my schedule for this month.
Gona try it out first,
before I confirmed it as FIXED.
:D

Made a decision not to go for talentquest liao.
Not chickening out definitely.
Just don't think I shld go when I am so unprepared.
Yups.
oh wells.
there'll always be a next time :)

Tml's orientation! YAY!
I am trying to be positive about it.
And argh! I have to wake up early,
extra early to go handle admin things.
'cause dumbdumb limjiaxin handed up a wrong student contract.
:'(
sobs. how dumbdumb can I get!
haha..

happy 2008! :))

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
HELLOS 2008! :))

I actually missed yesterday to sum up my Year 2007!
urgh.
ahwells. No point looking back right now.
I believe it's going to be a great year ahead!
For me, For my family, For my Boyfriend..
And for all my friends! :D

There are so many things to look forward to!
(naming the most significant ones)
1. 25 Jan - Prebooked date with JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!
2. Valentine's Day - I already know what to buy le :D
3. CHINESE NEW YEAR - me going back to popo's
4. SEMESTER BREAK in mid-May
5. JER's 21st BIRTHDAY!! :))
6. CHRISTMAS DAY :)))

haha.. such an exciting year ahead.
I resolved to lament less, whine less, and grumble less.
:DD
and of course, to add on to that list,
planning frens' birthdays!! :D

special mention to florencesiewyumin:
heh.. don't praise me like that!
I will shy one!
wahahaha.. anyways, its a NEW new year!
make the best out of a new beginning! :))
JIAYOU!! :DD

a special special mention to JeremyLimChuanGhai:
YES, my dear!
Let's work hard ok!
in our studies!
and in our relationship! :))
:DD
I love you! :)))